[Izzie] Previously on Grey's Anatomy:
- This is the best breakup. - She's doing McDreamy.
- [Richard] Norman is an intern. - I'm your sister.
You're not a girI I ever wanted to have to know.
- Because our dad chose you. - My niece's cancer's back.
She's 1 7 years oId and she's going to die.
AIex, I'm sorry. I can't.
I sIept with Izzie.
[# Northern State: Better Already]
[Meredith] In life, only one thing is certain, apart from death and taxes.
No matter how hard you try, no matter how good your intentions,
you are going to make mistakes.
[George] CaIIie?
You're going to hurt people. You're going to get hurt.
And if you ever want to recover...
You haven't said anything in...
Just say something.
PIease. Anything.
[Meredith] There's really only one thing you can say.
I forgive you.
What?
You made a mistake.
But we took vows.
TiII death do us part, so I forgive you.
Izzie, why aren't you picking up your phone?
I just taIked to CaIIie and...
- George! - I got to find Izzie.
- We have rounds in five minutes. - Right after I find Izzie.
You want to go away with me this weekend?
- Why wouId I want to go away with you? - Because of this.
We didn't go away when we were a coupIe. Now we're not a coupIe.
- Not-coupIes have no reason to go away. - You're not paying attention.
I'm taIking about 48 uninterrupted hours of this.
- Where wouId we go? - Wine country.
Sounds Iike a coupIes pIace.
There's wine. There's country. We wouIdn't see it.
We'd be in bed aII weekend.
- Oh, a weekend of sex. - Ah! Now you're paying attention.
I'd have to get someone to cover for me.
So you're in?
Forty-eight uninterrupted hours of this? I'm in.
Oh, great.
I'm stuck in the pit protecting smackheads and gangbangers
from my interns, and you're getting McDreamied.
Smackheads and gangbangers at SeattIe Grace?
- I hate interns. - Lexie's not that bad, is she?
Oh, are we not hating her anymore?
Oh, no. We stiII hate the idea of her.
We reaIize we don't have a reason to hate the actuaI person.
- She's an intern. That's reason enough. - I think you may be the new Nazi.
- Damn right. - I don't see any charts.
- WiII you work for me on Saturday? - What's in it for me?
- What do you want? - Take Norman today.
- Who? - The WorId's OIdest Intern.
He's onIy going to sIow me down.
- Ageist. - DeaI?
Fine.
- Rounds! - I stiII can't find Izzie!
I'm going to have to put you in the cIinic if you miss rounds.
[groaning] The cIinic!
Miss SayIes? I'm Dr. BaiIey. You are...?
Uh... the boyfriend.
Who warned her not to read on the StairMaster.
That's how I did this. I feII off Iast night.
I took a ton of ibuprofen,
but when I woke up this morning, it was huge and hideous.
How much ibuprofen did you take?
I usuaIIy take some every day because of the gym.
So I doubIed the dose, but it did nothing for me.
OK, Iet's get some X-rays...
Can I just get a shot of cortisone or something?
I'm supposed to meet my trainer at noon.
Uh, Miss SayIes, I can't treat you untiI I find out what's wrong with you.
- Have you seen Dr. Stevens? - Check the pit.
Right.
What time do you think we'II be done? Just so I can teII my trainer.
[siren bIaring, faintIy]
Lexie! Sorry. Uh, have you seen Dr. Stevens?
- No, you see Dr. Yang? - No.
She toId me to meet her, she's not here. Don't wanna give her reasons to hate me.
I'm going to answer every question. I'm not going to take her crap.
Three! Incoming! Let's move!
- He got hit during a scrimmage. - You the coach?
- He's my dad. - And coach.
He was charging the receiver.
He had his head down, couIdn't see the other guy.
I had my head down because the guy bIocking me was hoIding it down.
- You couId've gotten past that guy! - I need you to Ieave the room.
Cut him out of his equipment.
Dr. Grey, I need you to heIp stabiIize his neck and his head.
It's very important that you not move your head.
I need you to keep perfectIy stiII. Do not move. ReIax. Good.
- O'MaIIey, what's the hurry? - I can't taIk, Chief! I got to find...
O'MaIIey?
Sorry. I... I just got to find Izzie.
She's at the third fIoor nurses' station.
Thanks.
Oh, when you find her, teII her Dr. Torres is Iooking for her.
I know charting doesn't seem as exciting as surgery,
but it is every bit as important.
BeIieve me when I teII you, peopIe, penmanship saves Iives.
What kind of doctor doesn't pick up their phone?
Is that a seven or is that a nine?
If I have to ask myseIf that in an emergency, your patient is dead.
You kiIIed him. With your handwriting.
Think about that.
CaIIie. Hey.
- We have to taIk. - OK.
- Um, about...? - George toId me.
- He toId you... - Everything.
Cafeteria. Noon.
You and me. Be there.
Dude. Is she going to kick her ass?
- She forgave you? - She said I had a rough year,
that peopIe make mistakes, and that I made a mistake.
- Oh, so now I'm a mistake? - [cIears throat]
Back off!
- She said that. I didn't say that. - What did you say?
Um, I didn't expect her to forgive me. I expected rage, uh... bIoodshed.
She's saving her rage and bIoodshed for me.
- She's gonna kiII me. - She wouIdn't.
She breaks bones for a Iiving. She's crazy.
No, she's not crazy.
She is if she thinks I'm not going to put up a fight.
I can't beIieve that kid's dad.
His son is paraIyzed, and the guy's stiII riding him.
Focus more on medicine, Three, and Iess on the tragedy.
- Three? Is that a nickname? - You couId say that.
[# Prince Fatty: Milk and Honey]
So how wouId you proceed, Dr. Grey?
Oh, um...
You won't be abIe to operate unIess you reaIign his spine, wouId you?
- [Derek] And how wouId you do that? - Traction haIo?
Very impressive, Dr. Grey. Your intern year's off to a good start.
How's it going? How are you and Meredith?
Yeah, it's weird. The whoIe famiIy thing.
PIus I think she might stiII hate me.
- She doesn't hate you. - ReaIIy? Did she say that?
See if Mrs. CooIey's dressings needs changing.
Yang, why don't you go see if Mrs. CooIey's dressing needs changing?
CertainIy.
Dr. SIoan, Dr. Norman ShaIes.
- Dr. ShaIes. CaII me Mark. - Thank you.
- I thought you were on my service. - I am. He's my intern.
I know, right? Like, ''SeriousIy, you're an intern?''
But it's seriousIy true. SeriousIy.
GIad to have you aboard, Norman.
So is he the one you caII, uh, McDreamy or McSIeazy?
Or Mc... Wait a minute, what is it?
- Norman, we have Iabs to deIiver. - Yeah.
Labs and discharges.
This one's being discharged to hospice?
- When there's nothing eIse we can do. - We teII someone they're dying?
Don't worry. I'II teach you the protocoI.
McSteamy! He's the one you girIs caII McSteamy!
You paged me, Dr. BaiIey?
- I didn't know you were... - I'm in the cIinic. Or I was.
- What do you got? - [BaiIey] Ruthie SayIes.
She twisted her ankIe faIIing off the StairMaster.
She crushed it. We shouId book an OR right away.
You don't think we shouId run tests? Find out why Ruthie's bones are fragiIe?
She's osteoporotic. I see it in oIder women aII the time.
Now you're seeing it in a 28-year-oId.
Right. CaII me when you get the test resuIts.
I can't taIk about it with you.
- WeII, is she aII right? - Yeah.
When giving a patient the bad news, be poIite and detached, but not coId.
- How can you be detached but not coId? - Show you care
without actuaIIy aIIowing yourseIf to care.
If you get too emotionaI, then they get scared.
Then they get emotionaI and that's bad.
- SeriousIy? - Stop the ''seriousIy.''
Oh, uh, I'm sorry.
It must be hard being oIder than most of us,
but I think you're going to go a Iot further
if you just Iet everything eIse go and focus on the medicine.
McDreamy and the Other Grey are bonding.
Over their mutuaI Meredith Grey-ness.
- What are they saying? - I don't know.
He's making me deaI with his patients
whiIe they focus on what's important: You.
Cristina!
What was I saying?
How important it was to focus on the medicine.
Oh, just give me the chart.
We're going to appIy a haIo
which uses weights and traction to puII your spine back into pIace.
- Traction? - Like at the gym.
We stretch your body using weights untiI the spine pops into position.
UnIike at the gym,
Dr. Shepherd needs to attach the traction device directIy to your head
- by screwing two boIts into your skuII. - It sounds painfuI.
PainfuI is if he doesn't fix your spine. PainfuI is you never waIk again.
OK. We going to do this thing or what?
[sobbing]
- I toId you not to get too emotionaI. - I couIdn't heIp it. What now?
Go apoIogize one Iast time.
Once again, ma'am, we are very, very sorry.
Very sorry.
- [wincing] - [woman crying]
And now?
Now we sIowIy and respectfuIIy back out of the room.
AIex, I need a favor.
I don't have time for favors. I'm working here.
WeII, what are you doing at Iunch?
According to my interns, watching Torres kick your ass
- up and down the cafeteria. - How do they know?
- So it's true? What'd you do to her? - Nothing.
- Dude. - [man] We need a IittIe heIp here!
[gasping]
Thank God! Somebody I know.
WiII somebody pIease make sure they page my husband?
- Is that...? - The Chief's niece.
CamiIIe Travis, 1 8. I've tried intubating.
There's some kind of obstruction. Sats staying down, 82 percent.
- Somebody get me a cric tray! - How many crics have you done?
- IncIuding this one? One. - It's the Chief's niece.
- PuIse is weaker. - We better not screw up.
- [AdeIe] What are you doing? - [AIex] Trying to heIp her breathe.
She just sIit her throat!
I need suction. Get the retractors.
You didn't hit an artery, did you?
- No. Not on purpose. - Oh, God. Oh, God.
Get the tube.
- Oh, God. - [monitor beeping]
- Sats are going up. - Oh, we did it.
Richard!
What the heII are you doing to my niece?
The one thing this chiId did not need was another surgery.
- She wasn't breathing, Chief. - We didn't know what eIse to do.
[sighs] You did the right thing.
But CamiIIe was diagnosed with ovarian cancer when she was 1 4.
She's had both ovaries removed, a hysterectomy, and now...
- There it is. The mass. - No wonder she couIdn't breathe.
I can take it out, but we won't know how many more there are
untiI we do further studies.
I'm so sorry, Chief.
She beat it twice before. She'II beat it again.
I just had to teII a 48-year-oId woman that she's going to die.
I wish I couId teII a 24-year-oId woman she's going to die.
I have gone out of my way to be nice to her.
And she taIks about me behind my back?
- When were you nice to her? - I was nice. Once.
- My point is... - Hey, Meredith. Hey, Norman.
- What's up, Lexie? - Come on, Norman.
Um, Dr. Shepherd asked that we meet in Adam's room in ten minutes.
You couId acknowIedge that you heard me.
You're using the Grey sister angIe to get in good with the attendings.
I get that. But you're here on my Iicense,
so if you do anything, Iike kiII someone, it's on me.
The rest of the day you're gonna hug the waII.
Not say anything. Not do anything.
You're an intern. Are we cIear, Three?
Lexie.
- What? - It's Lexie. Or Grey.
It's not ''Three.'' I have a name.
BIood tests show Iow eIectroIyte IeveIs, Iow caIcium and Iow vitamin D.
- Have you been dieting? - She just Iost 40 pounds.
WiII toId me if I ever got back down to a size four, we'd move in together.
- How romantic. - We both just needed motivation.
I toId him I wouIdn't Iive with a smoker, so he quit smoking.
The probIem is, even if Dr. Torres is abIe to repair your fracture,
it won't do any good unIess you're eating more and working out Iess.
Am I right, Dr. Torres?
Dr. Torr... Hey, are you aII right?
Uh... Dr. BaiIey's right.
You won't operate unIess she puts on a bunch of weight?
- No, but... - Why are we taIking about this?
We came here to get her Ieg fixed. So fix her Ieg.
OK.
How did that discharge-to-hospice patient go?
Not great.
There was crying and tears and more tears.
Tears? ReaIIy?
He's such a tough oId bird. I thought he'd take it Iike a man.
''He'd take it Iike a man?''
- What? I'm sexist now? - No. ''He'' as in ''him?''
- JoeI Hanson in 221 2? - Not Gretchen Bitzer in 221 3?
Oh, dear. I thought that two was a three.
Did you and your intern teII a woman who came in to have her moIes removed
- that she was dying? - Oh, dear.
I mean, crap. Oh, crap.
You hear that? Like a weight room. There's nothing to be scared of.
He's been weight training since he was eight.
What did I say about you and the waII?
Dr. Yang. This is stiII a teaching hospitaI, isn't it?
Yes, sir.
You need to get a cIoser if you want to Iearn something today, Dr. Grey.
OK, Adam. I'm going to attach the tongs now.
I need you to stay perfectIy stiII during this procedure.
Let the weights do aII the work. You're going to feeI a IittIe pressure,
but you shouIdn't feeI any pain.
AII right. Here we go.
Can you imagine being 1 4 and having some doctor teII you you've got cancer?
- What do you do with that? - You fight.
CamiIIe's a fighter. You two have that in common.
- Hmm. - What's it going to be?
Stevens gets bones broken or Torres gets taken to the traiIer park?
It's not happening. But if it does, wiII you puII her off me?
TeII me what you did?
You have to promise not to say anything to anybody.
- Swear. - I swear. Jeez.
I sIept with George.
I'm a terribIe person. Which is why I'm gonna Iet her get one good punch in.
Maybe two, I deserve it.
- No, one. Then you puII her off me. - You sIept with O'MaIIey?
- You said you wouIdn't say anything. - I won't.
BeIieve me. This...
I'm embarrassed for you.
You had one job. One job. Read the charts.
You want to yeII at me some more?
I'm an intern. According to Dr. BaiIey, yeIIing is how we Iearn.
- I'm not a good yeIIer. - I'm sure it just takes practice.
Perhaps Miss Bitzer wiII show us how it's done.
- Just Iet me do aII the taIking. - Miss Bitzer?
- Gretchen? - She Ieft about an hour ago.
- She's gone? Left the hospitaI? - Mm-hmm.
FeeI Iike yeIIing now?
Your CT resuIts show that not onIy is the cancer back,
it's spread to your chest, Iungs and throat.
We have options though. We can operate.
We can be even more aggressive with the chemo and radiation
- than the Iast time. - I just want to go home.
We can try to treat you at home...
No, you don't understand.
I don't want any treatment.
- [AdeIe] What? - [woman] CamiIIe, don't say that.
I've tried, Mama. It's not working. I can't do it anymore.
You can and you wiII. You have no choice.
I'm 1 8 now, Aunt AdeIe. I do have a choice.
You may be 1 8, baby girI, but you are cIearIy not capabIe
of making Iife and death decisions for yourseIf right now.
- TeII her, Richard. - [CamiIIe] No, you teII her.
TeII her how the radiation aImost kiIIed me Iast time.
How I got hepatitis and my kidneys shut down
and my skin was so raw I couIdn't be touched.
- CamiIIe. - I'm dying. We aII know that.
I don't want to spend what IittIe time I have Ieft in this hospitaI.
I want to spend time with my friends.
I want to sIeep in my own bed.
And I want to be home.
So, pIease. Don't be my doctor right now.
Be my uncIe who Ioves me.
Let me go home.
[Cristina] Try not to move your head.
[grunts] I'm trying, but...
I don't know how much Ionger I can take this.
You'II take as much as they give you. Come on, you can do this!
- Another few pounds. - Maybe we shouId...
- No one asked you. - [Adam] I... I can't.
- PIease take it off. - Push through it!
[Cristina] OK, one more pIate.
You're strong. You can handIe this. Want to be a quitter? Do you? Do you?
That's it. That's 20 pounds.
Now you did it. Right? I toId you, you couId do it.
Get him out, pIease. Somebody, get him out.
- Adam, I'm just trying to heIp. - PIease get out! Get out!
CaIm down. Try not to upset him. Adam. Adam, caIm down.
- Adam? It's OK. - What are you doing? Don't touch him!
The sIightest movement couId...
Put his hand down. GentIy.
I'm so sorry. I forgot...
Step away from the patient and Ieave the room.
Get out right now or I wiII throw you out.
Dr. Grey, take over for Dr. Yang. Dr. Yang, a word.
You are a resident now.
Your job is to teach interns, not abuse them.
UntiI you Iearn to be Iess competitive and seIfish,
you wiII not assist on my surgeries. You wiII observe them.
- But she... - You can go.
ArIene, she's just tired. She doesn't know what she's saying.
But she's right. She's not going to get any better.
We don't know that, ArIene. There's aIways a chance.
Not if she doesn't get treatment. You've got to taIk to her.
You... You have to convince her.
She Ioves you. She trusts you.
And she's the cIosest thing we have to a chiId of our own, Richard.
I'm begging you, pIease, save our baby girI.
Again, Miss Bitzer, it's very important that you caII us back.
You idiots stiII can't find her?
[Meredith] I caIIed her home, ceII, her next of kin.
I don't care if you have to caII every Bitzer on the pIanet. Find her.
I am reaIIy so very sorry about this.
It's not entireIy your fauIt. You're an intern. I shouId've checked.
I was distracted by things I shouIdn't be distracted by.
For what it's worth, Lexie Grey is a good girI.
She's very sweet.
I don't think she wouId say anything untoward. Or uncooI.
- [diaIing on teIephone] - I have Bitzers to caII.
But you couId take the... Norman? Norman?
- I'm not a bad resident, am I? - Don't ask me. I Iost a patient.
- You kiIIed someone? - Lost. LiteraIIy can't find.
Oh. Shepherd says I'm seIfish and competitive.
What is wrong with that? I kick ass. I'm an exceIIent resident.
I'm not. In addition to Iosing my patient, I aIso Iost my intern.
Turned around, he was gone. AWOL.
What's wrong with these interns? We weren't Iike this.
- We were great interns. - I was great. You were good.
- You guys seen CaIIie? - No. Ooh!
Is it time for her to grind your bones into dust?
You don't think I can take her?
- You reaIIy doing this? - You heard?
- WhoIe hospitaI heard. - That expIains the Iine.
- What are you fighting about? - You don't want to know.
I'm just saying, whatever it is, it's not worth it.
ActuaIIy, it is. Some things are worth fighting for.
- O'MaIIey. - Picking up Iabs for Ruthie SayIes.
Who's your money on? Guess you got to back the wife?
- What are you taIking about? - The fight? Torres vs. Stevens?
What they fighting about?
Oh, Winnie, it's just a rumor. CaIIie's way too mature for that.
That's not what my buddy in the cafeteria just said.
- O'MaIIey! Your Iabs! - I'II be right back!
I Iearned how to fight in a traiIer park, OK?
Where'd she Iearn to fight, boarding schooI?
- Not quite the same thing. - [ticking]
[# Yeah Yeah Yeahs: Rockers to Swallow]
I'm a street fighter. I got some bad ass in me. I can take a girI down.
Izzie.
Punch with your Ieft, protect your face with your right.
No, protect your surgeon hands. Your face can heaI.
Here we go.
[cIears throat] Stevens.
Let's do this.
- Let's go. Let's go! - [cracks neck]
- Go where? - You know. Go.
I wanted to taIk.
You want to taIk? You don't want to kick my ass?
You thought I was going to fight you?
[sighs]
- Excuse me. - Sorry.
- That's a forfeit. Torres forfeits. - Oh, my God.
You were very ghetto-fabuIous.
Oh, my God.
- What happened? Was there a fight? - No.
Guess they reaIized they were fighting over nothing.
What do you think is a better weekend getaway? Napa or Sonoma?
I hope you don't mind if I kiII your girIfriend.
First of aII, she's not my girIfriend. And second of aII, I do mind.
Interns shouIdn't taIk to patients.
- WeII, that's how they Iearn. - Which means I have to teach.
I have to deaI with their probIems when they screw up.
Meredith rareIy screws up. She's not an intern. So Napa or Sonoma?
Sonoma.
SmaIIer hoteIs, fewer tourists.
And Meredith? She's stiII an intern.
Don't kid yourseIf. She's green. She's a baby.
The onIy difference between her and that oId guy,
is that you're not sIeeping with the oId guy.
- Sorry. I'm Iate. - I was just expIaining the surgery.
Since your bones have spIintered,
Dr. Torres wiII pIace metaI pIates and screws to hoId the ankIe together.
- How Iong wiII the recovery be? - Hard to say.
You'II be in a cast eight to 1 2 weeks.
- Three months? - Right, Dr. Torres?
- Longer if she doesn't eat. - What? She eats.
Not enough to keep her bones from snapping.
- You don't seem concerned. - What is your probIem?
I'm not the one who has to Iive with you.
- Dr. Torres. - You do have a probIem!
In here. That's good. In here.
Ruthie was going into surgery tomorrow.
That's before she started vomiting bIood.
- She's got a bIeeding uIcer. - How did we not see this?
She came in with a broken ankIe.
Her maInutrition and the amount of ibuprofen she's been taking?
- She's Iucky to be aIive. - Why did she do this to herseIf?
PeopIe are stupid and just want to be Ioved.
It's the onIy reason anybody does anything.
- [rapid beeping] - AsystoIe!
OK. Start CPR.
- You think he'II waIk again? - It's not impossibIe.
Got a bIeeder.
I need you to cauterize the vein, Dr. Grey.
Oh, OK.
I, um... I can't find it.
I can't see where it starts.
It's coming too quickIy.
Suction around it. You have to see where the bIeed's coming from first.
FoIIow the fIow to the source. Good. Now bovie it.
- Got it. - [sighs] Good job.
Dr. Yang, if you don't mind stepping in.
- [woman] Dr. Boler, extension 427 1. - Dr. Grey?
Norman! Where have you been?
Do you think you can just cut out on me in the middIe of a crisis?
I went...
Where did you go that was important enough
to disappear in the middIe of a shift?
- Miss Bitzer's apartment. - Went to Miss Bitzer's apartment?
I toId her she had a biII outstanding. She's right behind me.
But if I may say so, your yeIIing's improved remarkabIy.
Thank you.
I'm sorry I missed your caIIs. I didn't mean to cut out on my biII.
It's just, I got a Iot of Iiving to do and not a Iot of time to do it in.
- ActuaIIy... - Quit my job.
Dumped my boyfriend, toId my boss he couId shove it,
and bought a ticket to IceIand,
where the sun never sets, which is fine by me.
I'II sIeep when I'm dead, right?
You're, uh, not going to die, Miss Bitzer.
I'm not?
There was a mix-up with your Iabs. You're going to Iive.
HopefuIIy a very Iong, heaIthy Iife.
I quit my job!
I broke up with my boyfriend!
I gave up my apartment!
[sobbing]
Do you know how hard it is to find an apartment? With parking?
- [thunder rumbIes] - [rain faIIing]
I thought you quit smoking.
Wasn't that the deaI? Ruthie Ioses 40 pounds, you quit smoking?
My girIfriend's in surgery. She'II forgive me for smoking.
No. No, she won't because she's dead.
Ruthie's dead.
Dr. BaiIey tried to stop the bIeeding,
but because she's been starving herseIf and overtraining,
her heart couIdn't take the strain.
You think this is my fauIt? She wanted to Iose the weight.
- I wanted her to be heaIthy. - She was heaIthy 20 pounds ago.
You wanted her to be hot, especiaIIy if you were gonna move in with her.
- I Ioved her. - You didn't Iove her!
You just didn't want to be aIone, or maybe she was good for your ego
or maybe she made you feeI better, but you didn't Iove her!
Because you don't destroy the person that you Iove!
- CaIIie! - Get her away from me, man!
Give me some excuse to kick somebody's ass because I'm dying to!
- Dr. Torres! Dr. Torres! - Don't touch me!
Uh, sir, we are so sorry for your Ioss. O'MaIIey, pIease take him.
Sir, why don't you come with me? Come on.
I'm going to ask you one Iast time, are you aII right?
- I'm fine. It's nothing. - ReaIIy?
Because ''nothing'' aImost cost you your career just now.
The mass we removed from your throat was so big you couIdn't breathe.
CamiIIe, what took you so Iong to come in?
[# Meiko: Hawail]
I knew the cancer wasn't gone.
It's never been gone. It's never going to be gone.
And, don't teII my mom, but the truth is,
I was hoping it wouId kiII me before I had to come back here.
I'm just so tired, UncIe Richard.
I am so, so tired.
What I have here is a pIan to keep you aIive.
It invoIves 1 2 oncoIogists, eight new drugs,
six experimentaI treatments from three different continents.
I have no idea if it'II work,
but as your uncIe, I'm begging you to take it.
Because I know for a fact, the worId...
...my worId, is a better pIace with you in it.
However, as your doctor...
...I promise to do whatever you want.
I just want to go home.
Then Iet's get you home.
CaIIie. CaIIie, wait! PIease wait!
PIease.
I'm sorry about the cafeteria.
I didn't know that you wanted to taIk to me. I thought you wanted to kiII me.
I'm sorry about everything.
With George, I...
I'm reaIIy sorry.
I feeI terribIe.
You feeI terribIe?
You took advantage. He was your best friend. I tried to trust you.
I'd convinced myseIf that it was aII in my head.
That I was crazy. But I wasn't, was I?
Then you puII that in the cafeteria?
You humiIiate me by getting in bed with my husband,
you have to humiIiate me at work too.
George may be the one that broke his vows, but you?
We're women, Izzie. You did this to another woman.
You took something from me.
You stoIe something from me, Iike a petty IittIe thief.
You are the one who shouId be humiIiated.
You are the one who shouId be ashamed. You are the one who shouId...
Don't you dare come to me for forgiveness, you traitorous bitch.
What, I'm invisibIe now?
What do you want?
So you hate me now too. WeII, join the cIub.
You and O'MaIIey? O'MaIIey!
What? What is it that I did that is so horrifying?
- I feII in Iove, AIex. - He's married.
Yeah. So?
You're carrying a big oId torch for Ava or Jane Doe
or whatever you caII her and she's married.
So what gives you the right to judge what I do? Why do you even care?
You toId me you weren't ready yet.
After Denny... to be with anyone.
And then O'MaIIey? O'MaIIey!
And then you teII me, Iike I'm one of your chick friends. Come on!
Miss Bitzer, I just wanted to apoIogize one more time.
Oh, and I just wanted to say thank you, Dr. Grey.
And you too, Dr. ShaIes. BIess you.
Bye-bye.
- She's not going to sue? - Nope.
Our Iawyer taIked her into settIing. SeattIe Grace bought that woman
four bedrooms and three and a haIf baths in Reykjavik.
- I'm so sorry. - TeII the Chief.
- I'm writing you both up. - It wasn't Norman's fauIt.
He's my responsibiIity. I'm the one you shouId write up.
That's very nobIe of you, Dr. Grey.
Stupid, but nobIe.
[sighs]
For the record, I don't think you're stupid at aII.
- I find you quite smart. - Oh.
What did you say to CamiIIe?
AdeIe.
I've aIready Iost one baby and now I have to Iose CamiIIe?
I am not going to use CamiIIe to try and make up for the fact
- that I never gave you chiIdren. - I never asked you to.
I asked you to taIk to her. To convince her to...
I can't do that.
I can't do that, AdeIe.
I can give her aII the options in the worId,
but I cannot make her do what I want her to do.
I'm her doctor.
I thought being a doctor was about saving Iives.
After aII these years of choosing your job over your famiIy,
the one time I ask you to do your job to save this famiIy...
AdeIe, I'm sorry.
I'm truIy, truIy sorry, but...
So am I, Richard.
[thunder rumbIing]
CaIIie.
You can't just forgive me.
What I did to you?
It's unforgivabIe.
That's how it works. That's what ''I forgive you'' means.
No, see, I think it means you don't forgive me.
You don't know how to taIk to me.
Look, you don't... You can't even Iook at me.
You're so angry that the onIy way you can deaI with me
is to say you forgive me and...
What, we pretend it didn't happen?
It happened. And you don't forgive me.
You're right.
I don't.
So, I got AIex to cover for me.
I can Ieave right after I round on my patients.
- Have 48 uninterrupted hours. - Yeah. Um...
You know, maybe this is not a good weekend.
What did Lexie say about me?
She didn't say anything. I did aII the taIking.
- Don't bIame her. - You're friends with my sister now?
I mean, you taIk to the other Grey about me?
You know what I taIked about with the other Grey?
AII the things this Grey won't Iet me say.
You can say anything to me.
I want to marry you.
[# John Legend: Sun Comes Up]
I want to have kids with you. I want to buiId us a house.
I want to settIe down and grow oId with you.
I want to die when I'm 1 1 0 years oId, in your arms.
I don't want 48 uninterrupted hours.
I want a Iifetime.
Mm-hmm.
Do you see what happens?
I say things Iike that and you fight the urge to run in the opposite direction.
It's OK. I understand.
I didn't, but now I do. I do.
You're just getting started and I've been doing this for a Iong time.
Deep down...
...you're stiII an intern.
- And you're not ready. - I'm not ready right now.
But things couId stay the way they are, and I can get ready.
- I'II get ready. - Things can stay the way they are.
We can stiII meet in eIevator, the on caII room.
And maybe you'II get ready.
And I'II wait.
I'II wait untiI you're ready.
OK, then.
Yeah. But what if whiIe I'm waiting,
I meet someone who is ready to give me what I want from you?
- What if you do? - [eIevator beII dings]
I don't know.
[Meredith] Forgive and forget.
That's what they say.
I just wanted to say,
thank you for saving my ass today in surgery.
WeII, that's my job, Three.
Now where are Adam's post-op Iabs?
[Meredith] It's good advice, but it's not very practical.
I'II get them, Dr. Yang.
- When someone hurts us... - [knock on door]
...we want to hurt them back.
- Come in. - [door opens]
Keep it down, wiII you?
When someone wrongs us, we want to be right.
Without forgiveness, old scores are never settled.
Old wounds never heal.
And the most we can hope for
is that one day we'll be lucky enough to forget.